Reverse Engineering

There has recently been requests for me to post and share some of my creative and healing process.

One significant mechanism I have found to be extremely beneficial in my life as I work with the sacred plant teachers is a process I call ‘reverse engineering’.

It’s a simple process that works on 3 basic points Vision. Feeling. Mapping.

Ceremony and ritual of any kind will often produce alignment, resonance and presence.

This may culminate at certain focalized time and hence – a Vision, is had.

So many of us consciousness pioneers, healers, shamans and way showers talk of our visions.. So how do we apply them to our lives? How do we integrate these moments of revelation and understanding for advanced and accelerated transformation?

Reverse Engineering has long been a term that had been related to UFOs and technology of a higher intelligence. The term surely incites images of governments and scientists picking apart mysterious crafts so we can apply this technology for our own use. What I am proposing is a different form – but basically the same idea.

So you have your vision, Your ‘sweet spot’, aha! Your That’s It! Breakthrough.. Now hold it! Seize that feeling. Capture it, take a mental emotional spiritual snapshot – breathe into it relax into, and ask ‘how did I get there?’

Guide yourself through its undoing, and practice getting there again. It’s like a muscle, and the breath will help.

You are creating your map to be able to access this point, this feeling again. Focus on the subtleties, the energy, the feeling. Not the specifics, the physical or the logical.

I have been using this method since I began on my path of transformation over 5 years ago and have been practicing and refining it since.

Be conscious of the maps you design. Focus on those that are appropriate to where you want to go and who you want to be.

Rise

Sound the call and ring the bells, this is the time, this is your time, a new day, the days foretold and of prophecy. 

Rise! Rise up like these mountains, rise up like the tides of the sea. 

As you cross your lines from dream to reality, be the change, yes, and be the demonstration… That this is what awakened is, that this is what awakened does and this is what awakened sees. 

Honor the cries of our ancestors and of the future generations. 

Be in service to those in need. In moments of questioning or doubt, trust in the work that has been done.

The giving, the releasing the receiving, the being that you are. 

Feel the vision, your heart, your silent decrees of why you are here and what you are and the purpose of you being alive at this time.

Every dream is equal here, every heart beats as one. 

Trust. Trust your prayers and the design of our destiny. 

A wellspring of hope follows in the path you tread. 

Give thanks in each moment and for the gifts yet to come. Be blessed and thrive, now is the time.

Vision: The Relationship

As I sit in this void, evidence of good work done. Where residuals of the ties that bound even of the subconscios have dissipated, rather impatiently at first I must add. For the first few days I was left twiddling my thumbs, laughably childlike at times. Asking a friend to play tic tac toe, wondering well what in the world do I do from here! This precipice of a new era for me and the world which I source, breath into and converse into existence. All I see is vision. And in the present and still moments I realize it is my greatest relationship. A dance, of beauty and gratitude, grace. That we work with one another. That the gifts drawing unto me are equal to the foundation I am nurturing. That investments in self community and preparation have become a canvas where anything can be painted. And to trust, intimately and deeply my heart, my resonant field. That all that visits is worthy and attuned to where and who i am at any given moment. It is commitment, yes a heart shaped solid truth. That guides my footsteps, and I remind myself it is ok if it is this easy. It is ok if it is this fun. That its ok to be this provided for. Supported.
That quite certainly we are all on a one way street of well being and conscious evolution. 


This bright and shiny new grid I build in partnership with my vision. The sight of which differs at times, dependingon the mood. And much like a new born child I wish deeply to nurture this newness with patience, diligence deliberacey and wisdom, integrity that stretches deep to core of this earth and straight through the heavens. Yes I am all this, and yet none of it. 


Prepare for beauty. Prepare for Joy. Prepare for transformation. Prepare for awakening. 

Welcome

Welcome to the day the sands of time fortold.
Where somehow the current of life has washed you upon the shores of here and now.
Where the ocean meets the sky and edges disappear.

Welcome to the day that the raging fire of your life finally has the fields of destiny it’s longed to burn through.

We Say Thank You
We Say your welcome.
Welcome Home.
Welcome to the family of light that burns the same as that raging fire of your life.
Welcome to your dream.

We say Thank You
We say well done.
For giving your all,
for the courage to step forward into the new
and allowing the past to fall underneath.

There’s something special in the moments of wonder
something of a stumble into surrender,
something of the magic of chance, mixed with this motion.
This fearless dance, our birthright.

Dive deeper into love, so the world will survive,
its not over now.

Watcher

For what then does a peaceful soul seek?
Remembrance…
Of soft gentle moments
of what is sacred and sweet,
sensual and delightful.
Only to settle into the knowing
it’s there all the time.
That from this space,
Only Love.
That From this setting,
the altar of the mind,
only stillness and movement.
Kept by a watcher
adept at his skill.
Of forgiving and refining preferences
and the magic of the future.

Heavenly

Whispers that say,
“We’re part of something bigger
Than we ever could have dreamed.”

Sleeping giants…awaken.

Wake up to the wisdom
Wake up to the ways
Wake up to blessings that fill each day.

Step into presence
Forget the evidence
And all we’ve been told is possible
Unveil unravel the greatest potential
Residing in you
Every petal, permission to bloom .

Cielo Cielo
Heavenly heavenly
A moment to pause
Look listen feel
Brothers, sisters it is time to heal.
To know responsibility
Ayni.

Cielo Cielo
Heavenly heavenly
This skin that is shed.
Go back to that moment where you chose to live.
Everything I am, I give.
It is the essence that is spoken
The song that is sung
The friendship between the heart and the drum.
Rhythmic. The soulful breath that keeps us dreaming.

Thank you for the peace
The forgiveness.
Thank you for the worth.
Thank for the opportunity to start anew.
Thank you for teaching me to let life in,
Thank you for loving so much.
Thank you for the air I breathe.
Cielo Cielo
Heavenly heavenly.

Speed of Love

hummingbird
Healing
At the speed of love.

Gentle in her movements,
knowing in her grace,
in her power.

Stealthy.
As Jaguar and Hummingbird
Meet.
In skies and in jungles.
The grasses that rustle.
And in the wind
that silent breeze.
Yet her padding is muffled
by the beat of the wings.
Impossible speed
brought to possibility.
The West and the North
brought forth.

 

To provide a context for this poem … In the Shamanic cultures of South America the Jaguar and Hummingbird often sit on the West and North directions of the medicine wheel.¬†East (Eagle/ Condor), South (Snake), West (Jaguar), North (Hummingbird).