Contrast. Polarity & Disillusionment. Hey! Someone stole my unicorn!

Contrast. Polarity & Disillusionment.
Hey! Someone stole my unicorn!
Let’s face it. We are human…
Our cosmology is woven together by strands of light and dark, nothing and something, black and white.
It is idyllic to believe that at a certain point we may magically manifest ourselves into a magic kingdom where our challenges are forgotten and nothing but fields of gold await us.
Is it possible? Yes!
Have I, the author, personally stumbled upon such magic field? You best believe it!
Well then why, you ask, do I find myself sitting here today writing this article rather than enjoying it’s splendor?
Because Here and Now is happening.
Life is happening.
I desire to grow, to expand, to challenge myself and connect intimately with others. I choose to dive into my dusty corners and discover what treasures are hidden.
I see that relationship of any kind holds inevitable polarities and contrast.
When you look into a mirror and move your right hand, you will see the movement reflected on the left side of the mirror.
This includes the relationship to self.
Contrast expands consciousness.
Polarity activates growth.
And disillusionment.. brings it all home,
If as above so below, I believe is below where disillusionment resides.
It takes courage to go there.
To take the dream and dissolve its structure,
to question, blame, doubt all that you are.
I say, good work!
I have found that when I surrender to that space and become present with myself in those spaces I inevitably navigate to a space of profound clarity and connection to purpose and my vision, inaccessible to such a degree before.
Your destiny will meet you. There’s no losing it, or taking the wrong path. You can never get this wrong!
I feel like its time we take a deep breath and ease up on trying to run the race to endless bliss. This is your field of gold, kingdom of heaven, and new day!  A full spectrum of emotions, experiences and creations.  We did it! We are doing it! And it is here!
A miracle is a shift from Fear to Love. I am writing this as a call to not fear the shadow, rather love it, watch it and embrace it as you go there. To love its twists and turns and discomfort and sorrows all the same as the joy and the bliss.
‘Be the change you wish to see’… we all know the quote.
It is in these darkest days where our mettle is truly tested and the greatest work done. We have a responsibility of bringing actionable, measurable, grounded results to this earth. And it happens here, right now, in the dark, in the uncomfortable, in the questioning and the refining.
I feel we are all well deserving of a round of applause. To ourselves and our brothers and sisters. Massive action is taking place all around the globe. Because of you, of me, our fearlessness, our capability and our timing.
I ask for gentleness and ease in our transformations, and swiftness as we cultivate the miracles for ourselves, our communities and our worlds. That as we integrate the contrast, polarities and flourish out of any disillusionment we find support of the highest immediately.

Enjoy the ride.
Emily

Reverse Engineering

There has recently been requests for me to post and share some of my creative and healing process.

One significant mechanism I have found to be extremely beneficial in my life as I work with the sacred plant teachers is a process I call ‘reverse engineering’.

It’s a simple process that works on 3 basic points Vision. Feeling. Mapping.

Ceremony and ritual of any kind will often produce alignment, resonance and presence.

This may culminate at certain focalized time and hence – a Vision, is had.

So many of us consciousness pioneers, healers, shamans and way showers talk of our visions.. So how do we apply them to our lives? How do we integrate these moments of revelation and understanding for advanced and accelerated transformation?

Reverse Engineering has long been a term that had been related to UFOs and technology of a higher intelligence. The term surely incites images of governments and scientists picking apart mysterious crafts so we can apply this technology for our own use. What I am proposing is a different form – but basically the same idea.

So you have your vision, Your ‘sweet spot’, aha! Your That’s It! Breakthrough.. Now hold it! Seize that feeling. Capture it, take a mental emotional spiritual snapshot – breathe into it relax into, and ask ‘how did I get there?’

Guide yourself through its undoing, and practice getting there again. It’s like a muscle, and the breath will help.

You are creating your map to be able to access this point, this feeling again. Focus on the subtleties, the energy, the feeling. Not the specifics, the physical or the logical.

I have been using this method since I began on my path of transformation over 5 years ago and have been practicing and refining it since.

Be conscious of the maps you design. Focus on those that are appropriate to where you want to go and who you want to be.

Vision: The Relationship

As I sit in this void, evidence of good work done. Where residuals of the ties that bound even of the subconscios have dissipated, rather impatiently at first I must add. For the first few days I was left twiddling my thumbs, laughably childlike at times. Asking a friend to play tic tac toe, wondering well what in the world do I do from here! This precipice of a new era for me and the world which I source, breath into and converse into existence. All I see is vision. And in the present and still moments I realize it is my greatest relationship. A dance, of beauty and gratitude, grace. That we work with one another. That the gifts drawing unto me are equal to the foundation I am nurturing. That investments in self community and preparation have become a canvas where anything can be painted. And to trust, intimately and deeply my heart, my resonant field. That all that visits is worthy and attuned to where and who i am at any given moment. It is commitment, yes a heart shaped solid truth. That guides my footsteps, and I remind myself it is ok if it is this easy. It is ok if it is this fun. That its ok to be this provided for. Supported.
That quite certainly we are all on a one way street of well being and conscious evolution. 


This bright and shiny new grid I build in partnership with my vision. The sight of which differs at times, dependingon the mood. And much like a new born child I wish deeply to nurture this newness with patience, diligence deliberacey and wisdom, integrity that stretches deep to core of this earth and straight through the heavens. Yes I am all this, and yet none of it. 


Prepare for beauty. Prepare for Joy. Prepare for transformation. Prepare for awakening. 

Watcher

For what then does a peaceful soul seek?
Remembrance…
Of soft gentle moments
of what is sacred and sweet,
sensual and delightful.
Only to settle into the knowing
it’s there all the time.
That from this space,
Only Love.
That From this setting,
the altar of the mind,
only stillness and movement.
Kept by a watcher
adept at his skill.
Of forgiving and refining preferences
and the magic of the future.

I AM AFFIRMATION 12.10.14

AFFIRMATION:

I am well
and well taken care of.
I have friends who love and support me.
Teachers who gently and deliberately guide me.
I am perfectly capable of taking care of myself and can open to recieve support at any time it is needed.
I am responsible for what shows up in my life and my life is responsible for me too.
I am worthy of forgiveness, from others and from myself.

I am a clear channel of communication with the Divine.
Angels, Guides and Masters are available to me upon request and always respond to my highest good.
I am a space for healing.
The actions I take and words I speak deepen my integrity and relationship to All Life.
Opportunities of abundance are plentiful and clear to me.
My work is never done, and I am at Peace with the knowing that life is a process.
I am grateful for all that is. All that I am.
I am Perfect.
I am Whole.
I am complete.

Heavenly

Whispers that say,
“We’re part of something bigger
Than we ever could have dreamed.”

Sleeping giants…awaken.

Wake up to the wisdom
Wake up to the ways
Wake up to blessings that fill each day.

Step into presence
Forget the evidence
And all we’ve been told is possible
Unveil unravel the greatest potential
Residing in you
Every petal, permission to bloom .

Cielo Cielo
Heavenly heavenly
A moment to pause
Look listen feel
Brothers, sisters it is time to heal.
To know responsibility
Ayni.

Cielo Cielo
Heavenly heavenly
This skin that is shed.
Go back to that moment where you chose to live.
Everything I am, I give.
It is the essence that is spoken
The song that is sung
The friendship between the heart and the drum.
Rhythmic. The soulful breath that keeps us dreaming.

Thank you for the peace
The forgiveness.
Thank you for the worth.
Thank for the opportunity to start anew.
Thank you for teaching me to let life in,
Thank you for loving so much.
Thank you for the air I breathe.
Cielo Cielo
Heavenly heavenly.

These Moments

These moments
They speak of freedom
These melodies
Pluck strings of fantasy
Old and new
I could count the stars and pull them up around the moon for you
Spiral into a milky soup.
And laughter rolls off my tongue into songs of windy whispers
And my footsteps
Are lit by lanterns
Swinging by my side.