Speed of Love

At the speed of love.

Gentle in her movements,
knowing in her grace,
in her power.

As Jaguar and Hummingbird
In skies and in jungles.
The grasses that rustle.
And in the wind
that silent breeze.
Yet her padding is muffled
by the beat of the wings.
Impossible speed
brought to possibility.
The West and the North
brought forth.


To provide a context for this poem … In the Shamanic cultures of South America the Jaguar and Hummingbird often sit on the West and North directions of the medicine wheel. East (Eagle/ Condor), South (Snake), West (Jaguar), North (Hummingbird).



I am watching a story
Get written across pages
Not necessarily by this hand.
And only as creation
Is it in perfection.
Screaming off the cloak
Of all that binds,
Obliterating chains
That paint stories
And structures-
Now only held by time
And it’s meditative fixation
On all we embody.
Ignition by awareness
That not even you
Reside in time.

Idealistic focus
On never present function
of a distracted
Conscious expression.
but insidious Its grip.

Words of more than
Breaths intent.
Focus upon horizon.
Slip within,
A dawning near-
To a formative course.
Fear slips in,
A deceptive curse

To speak the jungle
Without each member by its name
Knowing too well
The tint of blood
That runs through the vein
Of all that IS
All that consumes
That sleeps
That dreams
And bleeds
A truth
That is nature
That is order
Pulsing to the council fire
Burning quicker than before.

Gathering intent
Brings those you seek
Feel the dance of life
In bones
More ancient than your own.
And Earth- her body
My body
Aches to feel Part Of
Not Of
Part Of
Part of the movement
Part of the growth
Part of the dream
Part of the death
And what steps
Bring us forward
A march intent on
Thudding steady
And what takes us
to the wisdom
of when the form began?
Seven directions set the tone
Exploding into what is known.

Do not wonder of initiation
It happens with each step.
Often move to new levels now-
wait is through.
Mothers scream,
It beckons you
Is the sharp ascent
Sounding tone
Of defining intent.
Magnetic tug
Of power
resonant within the form
of this Coded Dynamic Core.

This core which
Twists and turns
Better than before
Lost in times mechanics
A spell you have found without
And within
What resounds
A heavy breath
A lingering tear

Death rattle
Of losing what used to be
Sent away on the slightest dream
Which slithers and creeps
Into unknown realms
Where what decays find solace
And then awake to another day
I say what is our fate?

Enjoy The Drive


Four wheels and a steering wheel.
Highways and stop lights moving me between here and eternity.
The journey is the space between the turning of the engine and where I am to go.

I enjoy it most on the roads unfamiliar-
winding as my thoughts.

The quiet solace of the safety of steel.
In command of the destination, and at peace with my path.

I revel in the anonymity of the cars passing by.
Unknowing of my bliss-
the rapture of the road I drive.

Traffic is synchronicity
each of us heading somewhere.
Dancing along the sands of time.
Influenced, to varying degrees,
Affected by the proximity,
the perspective-
of fellow asphalt passengers.

Whisperings turn to Narrations as I navigate.
Spirit speaks to me when my foot is on the gas.
Windows down… Music always in accordance with my plan.
The breeze nudges softly in response
to my inquiries.
Birds of prey cross paths with me
bowing mighty wings in acknowledgement
of the freedom that exists in motion.

It is simple, this pleasure.
I say it is alchemy.
I say it is efficiency.
I say it is elegance-
To trust in the journey
and enjoy the drive.

Inspiration to Victory

Softly, I spoke to Mother Earth “I have been through a war..” my gaze turned to a leaf flutter down a gentle river and three hawks dancing in the sky, a cool breeze parted my hair and I threw my hands upward, exclaiming “and this is my Victory”.

My self created war within has been a most profound journey; an unraveling, a winding, glorious dissolution of my identity. I have walked fiery paths through the gates of my own personal Hell and yet here I am, blissfully at peace with the totality my creation, fully seated in my power as Woman, as Divine essence in flesh.

The victory I was referring to as I spoke to Mother Earth was not of an achievement nor award but of awareness. I am victorious because I am aware, conscious enough so that I am able to absorb the infinite unfolding inspiration of each moment.

What awakened me out of my blazing inferno, what moved me from destruction to completion, broken to whole? The answer to this question has been my dedication and devotion of my personal journey to Humanity’s emergence and transformation, awakening. Every obstacle and every challenge has been overcome by the knowing that I do not walk this Earth-walk for my own satisfaction but to ease the paths of others who walk beside me and to awaken voices of truth and wisdom.

Less than two years ago I embarked on a fierce and relentless study of transformation, what appeared to be a Rehab was in reality my initiation to Shamanism, Earth Medicine, my Mission and my planetary purpose. Swiftly, I mended my wings and stepped into acceptance of myself. I watched my resilience, my heart, my fearlessness with intrigue and understood I had been given a gift meant to deliver. I discovered that complete liberation, empowerment, and love is Natural Order and Universal Law, and We as humanity have the ability, the moment the intention is set, to create a new world.

What impulses me forward is the opportunities, the honor I have before me to present this message to this world. I have started an alliance, The Wakeup to unite planetary visionaries and voices of hope to shift the planet’s perception of addiction.  I also have the blessing of facilitating sacred Sweat Lodge ceremony at the very same rehab where I began my study two years ago. These expressions of my love for all creation allow an infinite exchange of reciprocity always in Ayni (right relationship) and balance.

Firmly rooted in my passion and my mission I remain unflinching, fearless, and invincible. In knowing that I am here to ignite Truth on this planet, I stand tall and step boldly forth as a visionary and leader. Victorious- by the earth beneath my feet, the heavens up above and a breeze through the leaves of standing giants to my side. It is in profound gratitude I exist in the space between- the great interconnection of all that is- which is my greatest inspiration.

Velocity of We

plant vision
Full Absorption of divine presence to allow for Absolute Obliteration of self.

-Simultaneously- Full Obliteration to allow for Absolute Absorption

Karpays Abundant
Peace Plenty

Quivering vibrations rocked through my core
Deep quaking rapid trembles from within the heart of Mother.
My body- Her Body
Our Body
Resonant as One.
In Infinite Relationship
Cosmic Acquaintance
Cosmic Beloved

Reminding Me of,
Awakening Me to
Force of Creation
Velocity of We

Cosmic Storms

Bridging sacrifice to momentum

lost in thought never winding,

always progressing

forward at a steady march.

No coherent language seep

wonder which words I should keep.

Lingering breath is here for now

must keep at bay a distant frown.

Holding steady in the cosmic storm,

flag is flying, tattered and torn,

never waiver from the course

passion will drive you, mission’s force.

Holding steady to turn the tide

waves are heavy, a wild ride.

Forgiveness of  Mother,

weeping as rain

crashing upon a torrent of pain.

Water falls like heavy tears

moving now beyond our fears.

Thirsty land has been refreshed,

quenched by light of heavens reach.

Work is done, Will as One.

Love instilling Harmony

Balance abounds this great Earth

she has risen forth and given birth

a New world,

new breath of life restored.

Resurrection as the Christed One

ascended now and forever held.

Member proud, and member known

we welcome you upon the throne.

Initiation comes as waves of grace

even in confusion’s wild embrace

forget not the keys

within your hand

no time beyond where you now stand.

Entered into chambers rare

remember knowledge bestowed to you there.

Infinite imploding shapes collide

find natural order where you abide.

Residing structures move this night,

revel in creations delight.

Give me remembrance of the form.

To execute a new world and how it is born.

There is a rhythm here i wish to heed

allow me to catch it  in Godspeed.

Help beyond the human realm?

Alone now in an ashen hell?

Never wander into a false abyss

Poignant and insistent keep.

Listen for a cycle here,

rolling into futures near.

Be aware of nothingness,

be aware of flight

let Earth speak of her insight.

Transmission is possible

We move across sands anew

holding time so still for you.

You wonder where your going,

you wonder what to do.

Just let go

we are here for you.

Watch every moment

Synchronicities create your time,

Filling space between,

heightened awareness, increases speed.

The flutter of a feather

the drip of dew

leaf flutter to ground

or river running through

you know its beat

you know its rhyme

and yet still get lost in time.

Veil is thinning as we speak

many more of you to meet.

Only moment ever mattered

is the one in which your in

initiation, obliteration

It is Time to Begin.